Title: To Be Without
Author:  Musashi (rocket_gang@hotmail.com) (http://rocketgang.8m.com)
Summary:  Another one of my short,insignificant stories of what goes on inside characters' heads.  
Feedback:  Please!!!

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Sometimes I wonder why things are the way they are.  

Maybe that's not exactly worded right.  But every once in awhile I stop and think.  Why is it that 
my partner and I strongly enforce 'Love Power',and yet it's always fake.  It's always a plot,whatever
that may be,to do wrong,and in doing wrong,benefiting Team Rocket.

This is the type of thing I often think about,as I am now.  And it always ends up at 'Love Power.'

I suppose it's because it's catchy.  It gets attention.  Everytime we say it together,it sounds so...real,so convincing.

That's not the real reason why,though.  I can barely admit it to myself.  Hell,I was the one who came up
with it.  We needed a separate motto,not one such as our speech,but something that one might say 
we live by.  

It's quite hard to explain,but when members of the Team think of 'Love Power',they think of us,Cassidy
and Butch.  

And when I did mention it,I still know why I did in my heart.

We do love power.  Though it's more than that.  I was hoping to attract him when I told him the phrase.

Oh,it did.  Love Power is ours,but my message didn't go through to him,in a sense that I was telling him I loved him.

I love him and he doesn't know it.  He probably never will,by the way things are.  Though the idea of 
relations is forbidded in Team Rocket, when it comes down to true love,people do not care at all.

There are so many times I wish I could tell him.  So many envisions of us together,a future together,
a life together.  

And in the end,as when I think of this often,it's always how I wonder why things are like this.

I know my dreams won't come true.

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I know,it's sad,it's bad,and not written well.  Oh well,c'est la vie.